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welcome to the hidden truth show podcast

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I'm Jim Breslow we're in the middle of a

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deep dive into the truth behind the

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transgender movement well we're gonna

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show you as a preview of our most recent

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episode and interview with Laura Perry

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Laura Perry was born a girl she lived

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her life in a body that did not feel

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right to her she suffered from major

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gender dysphoria finally in her 20s she

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got up the courage to transition and had

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a full sex change surgery and became a

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man after that in suing years she

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continued to suffer from the dysphoria

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felt no better and ultimately decided to

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retransmit organs

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it's an incredibly compelling interview

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it's heartbreaking it's emotional it's

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personal in a story that she wants

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everyone to hear here's a preview of

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that interview if you want to hear the

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whole interview go to the hidden truth

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show podcast where ever you listen to

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podcasts thank you for watching and one

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night I it became so clear that I had to

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get out of this but I didn't know what

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to do and I just I felt like I had

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fallen into a deep dark pit I felt like

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I'd been hit in the chest with a

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sledgehammer and God told me you have

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got to leave this and I felt like I'm

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phone in this dark pit and I just cried

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out to God and I said Lord I don't know

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how to get out of this I don't know how

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to fix this I've destroyed my body I'm

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never gonna look like a girl again

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because I didn't know what would happen

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I didn't know if I would ever look like

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a girl again and I began to beg God with

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all my heart I beg God to take my life

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I really wasn't I didn't want to commit

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suicide I was a Christian I didn't want

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to do that but I really wanted God to

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take my life and I begged with all my

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heart I would come home sobbing at night

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I could hardly work I wasn't sleeping I

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loved him and eating much and I just I

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was that way for about a month and then

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one night I had a really clear vision

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and it was a vision of Jesus and he

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knelt down beside me on one knee he

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reached down into the pit with his arms

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stretched out and he said do you trust

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me and I knew I knew if I took his hand

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he was asking me to leave everything and

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just trust him and walk away why did I I

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left everything behind I love my partner

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that I loved very much I loved I left my

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job I loved my entire identity and

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walked away and came home it was the

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hardest thing I've ever done that it

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also has been the most free because what

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I understand now I didn't understand at

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the time but that life had become such

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bondage what was promised to be freedom

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had become my chains because I had to

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hide constantly I was in constant fear

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of being found out I began to be very

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afraid in the men's restrooms I was

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terrified of going to prison I thought

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what if I what if I'm falsely accused of

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something and end up in prison I'm in

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real danger whether I go to a men's or

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women's prison and so I just was hiding

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all the time and I was you know the the

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post prosthetics and things that I was

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using I was sick of I was sick of the

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hormones that you know injecting myself

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with these things all the time and I was

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sick of hiding I'm sick of all of it so

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so when I walked away it was the hardest

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thing I've ever done and it really

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crushed me and I felt like I was dying

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for several days it was probably the

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most awful time in my life swords

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I did I moved in with my parents and I'm

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very grateful they gave me a place to go

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sudden you know I was leaving everything

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and I've given me time to to transition

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back and it's been an amazing time of

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just healing and not only healing

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physically I'm healing my relationship

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with them and it's just been wonderful

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I've got brand new life and I'm truly

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happy for the first time in my life I'm

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happy being a girl to hear the entire

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interview go to the hidden truth show

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podcast where ever you listen to

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podcasts I'm Jim Breslow thanks for